Hi Barbara. Sorry for your loss. I think it's wonderful that you figured out a way to knit after all you went through. You are a very strong person! Post some of your projects whenever you can. I would love to see them. I have only been knitting for a year and love it. I am working on a set for a baby girl now. I started the dress yesterday and will post it when I have finished the complete set. It has the bonnet, leggings and shoes to go with it. I will be busy for a while.